Ab ak aapne padha............
Tanhayi ke sehraa me jhulse apne paavo ke liye sheetal chhaya ki talash me nikli kajal aaj ek aisi aag me jal rhi thi jisne uski shaksiyat ko raakh kar diyaa tha.
Ab aage..
Meri aankho ke saamne mano andhera chhaa gayaa .....meri maa ek Tawaif !!......mai cheekh uthi...
"Nhiiiii...jhooth bol rhe ho aap........meri maa aisi nhi ho sakti ...jhoothe ho aap..."mai cheekh rhi thi aur Sadanand meri halat se mje le rhe the.
"mai yha nhi rahta ..lekin iska ye matlab nhi ki mujhe pata nhi rhta ki mere bachche kaise hain kya kar rhe hain, kis se mil rhe hain.....Babulaal........!!!" sadanand ne aawaz lagayi.
" haan sahab" bahar se ek daudta hua aaya unki aawaz par......
" Dekho ye hai , maine ise sirf yha isiliye rakha hai ki mere bachcho ko koi takleef na ho....unhe nhi pata hota lekin mujhe har roj pata chalta rhta hai unki har harkat ke baare me.......kaha jaate hain kis se milte hain........jab se tumhara Alok se milna julana badha tabhi maine tumhare bare me sab pata lagaane lag gya...mere bete se mujhe aisi umeed nhi tha ki wo itni low class ladki ko pasand karega...”
kajal ne Runa ki or dekha , Runa ne aankho aankho me hi puchha kya hua.........
"Baji , us din unki baato se saaf jahir tha ki unhe is baat se koi problem nhi thi ki unka beta ya beti kisi se pyaar karte hain , balki unke liye galat ye tha ki wo ladki unke status ki nhi thi........ jaane kyu unhe ye ahsaas ni hua ki wo hamari muhabbat ke baare me isliye jaan paaye kyuki hmari muhabbat me paap nhi tha...............hm kuchh chupana chahte hi nhi the....Anjali ke bare me to kuchh nhi kaha baji ,haan shayad wo ladka unke standard ka tha...khair ,"
kajal fir aage batane lagi.......
Sadanand ne bahut kuchh kaha baji, bolte gaye, mai sunti rahi...............
“Mai samajh gayaa ki tum koi bahut hi chalak ladki ho...aur fir tumahre bare me pata lagwaya........mera shaq sach saabit hua...jitna socha us se jyada ghatiyaa nikli tum.........kya nam bataya hai re iski maa ka........." sadananad bade maje se puchh rhe the.
"Malik naam to nhi yaad.....par khabar pakki hai......." wo sahmaa se bola...
"koi baat nhi........ Tawaif ka kya naam??....Tawaif hai itna hi kaafi hai.......ja tu !!”
“haan, to ab bolo kya kahna chahogi......" sadanand jaane kya kya bol rha tha lekin mujhe aur kuchh samjh nhi aa rha tha ...shiway is baat ke ki meri maa Ek Tawaif hai...mera vajood aaj mujhe aur gandaa lagne laga tha...mai ek Tawaif ki beti thi aur shayad isiliye mujhe pata nhi tha ki mera baap kaun hai.
"kahogi kya....tumhara sach jo saamne aa gya...." Sadanand ko meri halat par shayad bahut khusi mil rhi thi.............mai jor jor se rone lagi..........
"kyu??kyu kiya maa tumne aisa......kyu???? aaj mujhe apne maa se nafarat ho rhi thi.
"Dafa ho jao yha se....aur kabhi Alok ke aas paas bhi nazar mat aana, warna fir kabhi nazar nhi aaogi......." Sadanand ki aawaz se mai ekdm saham gayi,....teji se daudati huyi main gate se bahar nikli aur pagalo ke jaise sadak par bhagne lagi.....Alok se door hone ka gam to tha hi lekin apne vajood pr ek badnuma daag lag jaane ka dard shayad us se kahi jyada tha.shayda mai apneaap se bhag rhi thi ya shayad apni muhabbat se.
Kuchh dur hi aayi thi...mai sadak par gir padi , aankho ke aansu ruk nhi rahe the...Alok ka saath chhin gya tha, mujh se meri pahli muhbbat chhin gayi thi.....mujhse to meri pahchan hi chhin gayi thi .....ek nayi pahchaan mili thi.."Twaif ki beti" ...ek aisi pahchaan jo maut se bhi badtar thi.
Maine soch liya thi ki ab nhi jiyungi .......us samay mai galat karti sahi karti, mujhe kuchh hosh nhi tha........jaha sadak par mai giri thi whi bagal me ek pull tha jiske niche nadi bah rhi thi...maine apne aansu pochhe daudakr pull par chadh gayi..nadi me chhalang lagayi hi thi ki kisi ne pichhe se pakadkar mujhe khinch liya..........
Mai us aadmi ke saath sadak par gir padi.......
"mujhe mar jaane do please...mar jaane do......kya ab mai apni marzi se mar bhi nhi sakti........kaun ho tum.........???."mai paaglo ki tarah ro rhi thi aur us se chhutne ki kosis kar rhi thi.
wo lagatar mujhe shant hone ko kah rha tha aur aakhir paresaan hokar ek jordaar thappad mere galo par jad diya....chehra jaise sunn ho gya....mere aansu ruk gaye...... maine nazar uthkar uski or dekha...
wo koi 50-60 saal ka aadmi thi..dubla patla sa......maila se dhoti kurta pahne......mai pahle kabhi us se nhi miil thi, maine sawaliya nazro se dekha use..mano us se puchh rhi ho ki ab mere marne par bhi duniyawalo ko aitraaj hai kya??.
"ek baar meri baat sun lo ...bhagwaan ke liye.." wo bade apnepan se bola...
Mai kuchh nhi bolli...ekbaar fir se aankho se aansu bahne lage.........mai chuchap uski or dekhti rahi..
“Aao pahle yha se chalo ...chalo beti......."usne mujhe pakad kar uthaya, maine bhi soch liya marne ki itni bhi kya jaldi , sun leti hu kya kahna hai inhe, wo bhi mujhse??
Thodi door aakar ek sadak ki kinare ke bade se ped ki niche mai baith gayi.wo shakhse kahi se pani ki ek botal le aaya.......maine uske israar karne par doo ghoont pani piya.........
"boliye kya kahna chahte hain...hain kaun aap??"mai badi mushkil se itna hi bol paayi.
"Sadanand ka admi hun beti......Babulaal ke saath tumhari maa ke bare me pata lagaane ka kaam maine hi kiya tha........Mumabi me hai tumhari maa......"usne mujhe ek kothe kaa naam bataya.,aadha hi bol paya.........
"chale jao yhaa se.......tum aayo ho mere hamdard ban ne...sadanand ke kutte....................chale jao is se pahle mai........." mai buri tarah bhadak uthi uski baat sunkar.wo chuchap lachaar sa whi khada rha.
“jao yha se....mar gayi meri maa, koi nahi hai mera........” mai fir se rone lagi.
"Mai to chala hi jaunga beti, lekin ek baat kah kar jaunga.........koi aurat apni khusi se Tawaif nhi banti, jism bechne ka dhandha wo sirf aur sirf majboori me karti hai..tab jab duniyaa ke sare raste uske liye band ho jaate hain........aur janti ho ek Tawaif ki zindagi me sab se takleef wala din kaun sa hota hai.........."
mai suni suni nazaro se use dekhti rahi..........
“Wo din sabse takleeef deta hai jab uski apni aulaad use tawaif kahti hai..jab uski aulaad us se apne baap ka naam puchhti hai.........” us din budhe vyakti ki baate mujhe achchi nhi lag rhi thi, lekin aaj mujhe lagta hai ki kitna sachcha tha wo.
Mai kuchh nhi boli..........
“Tum soch rhi hogi ki mai ye sab kyu bata rha hu, maine sadaa babu ki sari baaten suni jo unhone tumse kahi..........mujhe samajh me aa gya tha ki aaj tak tumhe apni maa ki asaliyat nhi pata thi............aur tumhara dard mujhse dekha nhi gaya.....jaane anjaane mai bhi tumhari is barbadi ka hissa ban gya..maaf karna beti mai bhi majboor tha....”
wo budha sachmuch dukhi lag rha tha...ek pal ko ruka fir bolne laga..........
“mujhe to bas yha kolkata railway station par ek aurat ke pichhe lagaya gya aur uska pata lagaane ko kaha gya....sadaa babu rajneeti wale hain, aksar aise kaam mujhse karwaya jaata tha......lekin mujhe nhi pata tha ki is baar ek masoom si bachchi unka nishaana hai......”
“...jis haal me tum unke ghar se nikli, mujhe lag rha tha ki tum aisi hi koi galti karogi ......isiliye tumhaare pichhe aaya...”
“to kya karu mai..........kya karu.........???? hai kaun mera duniyaa me.........kis ke liye jiyu??...........jo taane mai bachhpan se sun rhi thi ab wo aur tej ho jayenge.....meri muhabbat chhin gayi ........m..meri pahchan kho gayi hai..” mai bilakh bilkah kar rone lagi , ek baar fir se aaj mai akeli ho gayi thi..bahut akeli.
“Mai janta hu tum par kya beet rahi hai....fir bhi kahunga ho sake to jakar ek baar apni maa se mil lena...sadababu bahut khatarnaak aadmi hain...tum ab unke bete se door rahna beti........jao yha se,....jao apni maa se mil lo......jab insaan takleef me hota hai to sirf apno ka saath hi uske dard par marham laga sakta hai......tumhari maa ko bhi tumhari jarurat hogi.......yu mar jaane se kya hasil hoga..........maut kisi bhi samsyaa ka hal nhi......”
Wo jaane aur kya kya bol rha tha, lekin mujhe bas yhi samjh me aaya tha ki - “jao ek bar apni maa se mil lo”.
Soch liya tha maine ki ek baar apni maa se jarur milungi......ek mauka to dungi unhe.... puchhungi ki kyu kiya unhone aisa..........puchhungi ki kyu jee mai ek anath ki tarah........puchhungi ki kyu mujhe naseeb nhi huyi mere bachpan ki khusiyaan........sbkuchh puchhungi......jo aaj tak nhi puchh saki thi.
..Wo budha aadmi mere saath saath mere hostel tak aaya.........maine laakh mana kiya par wo pichhe pichhe aata rha...........shayad use lag rha tha ki mai fir se marne ki kosis karungi.............maine soch liya tha bina apni maa se ek baar mile to nhi marungi.
Mai apne hostel ke gate par pahuchkar palati,us budhe ne mujhe us kothe ka naam aur adress ek baar fir se bataya,
“Mujhe maaf karna beti, khus raho........” bas itna hi kaha usne aur teji se palat gya......mai jab tak wo dikha use dekhti rahi aur fir wapas palatkar hostel ke andar chal di......
Maine ek hand bag me ek do kapde rakhe aur nikal padi mumbai ke liye ...apni maa se milne.
Mumabi pahuchakar maine kis tarah se kothe ke bare me pata kiya………...wo sab ab mai nhi doharana chahti baji, haan par ye ahsaas ho gya ki kisi ladki ke liye ek kothe ka pata puchhna hi apne aap me ek kahani hai...khair, mai jab wha pahuchi to mujhe pata chalaa ki meri maa hospital me hai.
Bhari man se Mai hospital pahuchi............
“Meri maa mar chuki thi baaji, sirf ek khat mere naam chhodakar.....aur kuchh paise”
“jaane kyu mujhe koi dukh nhi ho rha tha maa ke marne ka........tab tak nhi jab tak us khat ko nhi padha tha..........” Kajal dheere dheere sab bataye jaa rhi thi, us khat ko mano padh rhi thi, uski aankhe jal thal ho rhi thi.........Runa ki aankho me bhi aansu aa gaye the.
“Maine wo paise lene se inkaar inkaar kar diya aur wo khat !!...us poore khat me meri maa ne sirf maafi mangi thi mujhse............kuchh nhi likha tha ki mera baap kaun hai.........wo kothe par kyu gayi........wo tawaif kyu bani.............kuchh bhi nhi baji, sirf maafi maangi thi......shayad mere sawalo ka jawab meri maa ke paas nhi the.....isiliye bina kuchh bataye hi chali gayi.......”
“Us din to maine apni ma ko maaf nhi kiya baji , lekin khud jis din maine pahli baar kothe par kadam rakha..us din maaf kar diya.........” kajal bol kar chup ho gayi thi.
Raat ke 2 baj chuke the, Runa bhi khamosh thi...
“Tu kothe par kaise pahuchi kajal......jis din tujhe mai pahli baar mili thi us din bhi puchha tha, laila se bhi puchha ............na tune bataya , na usne ...........jaane kyu mujhe lagta nhi ki asli vajah Lailaa ko bhi pta hai......bata....kaise aur kyu aayi tu kothe par............???”
“Baji, maaf kijiyega...........lekin ye mai nhi bata sakti......tab bhi maine nhi bataya tha aapko, aur aaj bhi nhi bata sakti..........” kajal ke chehre par ek sakhti aa gayi.........
“kajal bata de,,,shayad mai tere liye kuchh kar pau.....bata de meri bachchi.....”” runa use ykeen dilana chah rhi thi.
“aapko jo batana tha maine bata diya, mai Alok ko kaise janti hu ye bata diya...aur ye bhi bata deti hu ki uske baad mai alok se kabhi nhi mili.........aur kya batau......ab jo bacha hai use jaankar kuchh hasil nhi hona hai......aur......” kajal kuchh kahte kahte ruk gayi.
“aur kyaaa....” Runa ne puchha.
“kuchh nhi......ek baat bataiye...........aap kaise janati hain sadanand ko........jaise wo chaunka tha aapko dekhkar, aisa lagta hai wo bhi aapko achchhe se janta hai........” kajal ne ulte Runa se hi sawaal kar diya.
“kajal mai waqt aane par sab bata dungi....please mera bharosa kar....tujhe mujhpar bharosa karna hi hoga............bata mujhe......” Runa ne fir se minnaten ki.
“Thik hai runa baji.....hmesa badi bahan mana hai aapko......kar liya aap par aitbaar .......khaiye mere sar ki kasam ki kabhi aap kisi ko nhi batayengi jo mai batane ja rhi hu........aur agar aapne bataya to yaad rakhiyega kohinoor aapko fir kabhi nhi milegi is duniyaa me....boliye manjoor hai........” kajal ki baat se Runa buri tarah kilas gayi.
“par agar mai kisi ko bataungi nhi to................dekh tu samajh nhi rhi hai....mai sab tere liye hi kar rhi hu...bata mujhe.....”
“Nhi, fir jaane dijiye.........mujhe kuchh nhi chahiye.......mai khus hu........haan ek lamhe ko kamjor pad gayi thi mai.......lekin ab nhi...aap nhi jaanti baaji us ek baat se kitni jindagiyaan barbaad hongi........kuchh nhi kahna aur mujhe........so jaiye........” kajal ne sari baat hi khatm kar di.
“thik hai , nhi bataungi...teri kasam..khuda gawah hai..kabhi nhi kahungi kisi se....ab bata...........”
“ Thik hai baji to suniye............” kajal ne fir batana suru kiya............
kajal jo baat sari duniyaa se ab tak chhupati aayi thi ,aaj anjaane me wo jumman tak pahuch rhi thi..............jaane kiski jindagi daav par lag rhi thi.
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